SPARKY – Surviving Sex Magicking by Juliette M. Engel M.D.

The literary memoir of a little girl warrior

Sparky – Surviving Sex Magick is the literary memoir of a little girl warrior, who survived. Sparky’s story shines the spotlight on crimes against American children that were sanctioned on a national scale by the United States government. At the age of six in 1955, she was sold by her parents to the Sex Magick cult run by the CIA under its illegal program of secret experimentation on mind control called Monarch. By the time she was ten, she’d been purposely split into multiple identities, each one associated with a different age and place as her family moved around the country to avoid Child Protective Services and the police.

With each new identity, she forgot the last one. In Imperial Beach, California, a tough neighborhood of gangs and brothels abutting the Tijuana Sewer and the Mexican border, she discovered her own courage in the determined persona of a new character, Sparky MacGregor, a Scottish girl who stepped from the pages of an old book and chided her for being weak and afraid. When they touched hands, she exhaled the last vestiges of fear and defeat. She became a warrior who never surrendered. As she grew older, Sparky’s memory faded as she was moved from one location to the next. At the age of seventeen, she escaped from a camp in Big Sur, and left childhood behind. She became a physician, raised a family and moved to Moscow where she founded and ran an underground railroad for child sex trafficking victims from the former USSR. Years later, she returned to Imperial Beach to speak at an international conference on border security. The memory of her lost childhood suddenly returned. It hung in the briny air of the wetlands that stretched south to Tijuana. It was there that she re-discovered Sparky. When they touched hands again, the fusion of past and present was like the purr of two engines meshed into synchrony. “Do you remember your promise to me?” Sparky asked. “You vowed to write our terrible story, making it beautiful.” This is Sparky’s story.

In the words of the author: I was born into a family of intelligence operatives and initiated into the CIA’s newly established Monarch program in 1955 at the age of six. My childhood was defined by secrets as I struggled to stay alive in an illegal program of mind control and experimentation that had been signed into existence by Secretary of State John Foster Dulles in 1953. Amnesia—traumatic and drug induced—was part of the program of creating multiple identities. As a child, that meant living as different personas as I was moved from place to place, changing schools, making new friends. At age ten, I was selected for Sex Magick because I was tall, smart, and pretty. They were training me to be a sexual spy—a Vril girl, they said. They taught me the art of seduction as well as physics, Ariosophy, cybernetics, and selective genocide. I was considered gifted at remote viewing, having what they called PSI, and was sent to Stanford Research Institute for training. I studied Russian history at the Hoover Institution with Dr. Alexander Kerensky, the first president of Soviet Russia while attending Palo Alto High School across the street. I was being programmed for Russia. In 1966, at the age of seventeen, I escaped from a camp in Big Sur. My life as a free person began on the first day of university. I had no memories before of my life before then and kept it that way through college, medical school, internship, and residency. My amnesia did not impede my work as a radiologist or mother.

Once my children were grown, I sold my medical practice and started a foundation in Russia. For ten years I ran the Angel Coalition in Moscow, an underground railroad that rescued and repatriated child sex-trafficking survivors. In 2012, I attended a border security conference in Imperial Beach on the Mexican border. It was there on the briny wetlands of California that the childhood memories returned in a powerful surge. The chronology of my life and the details of my forgotten past became clear to me. The more I worked over the following years to research and verify what I remembered, the bigger the story became. —80 American universities, colleges, hospitals, plus 185 private contractors had engaged in 149 separate CIA-funded sub-projects involving mind control experimentation on children like me, including forced administration of mind-altering drugs (particularly LSD), hypnosis, sensory deprivation, isolation, sexual abuse, and torture.

I had to write this story. So, I began at the beginning when I was six years old on the day my father sold me. Juliette Michaelsen Engel, MD Born: February 18, 1949 in Geneva, Illinois, USA Current address: 115 Grant Avenue Takoma Park, MD 20012 EXPERIENCE Miramed Institute, Moscow, Russia Founder and Director, 1991- Present • Researched focus groups on women’s healthcare in the former USSR (1991) • Founded MiraMed Womancare Center at Savior’s Hospital of Peace and Charity, Moscow (1992) • Started outreach programs to Russian orphanages (1993) • Received accreditation for MiraMed to United Nations Commission on the Status of Women (1994) • Co-sponsored Women’s Leadership Conference in Russia with the Council of Indigenous Peoples of Russia and Prologue, Russia (1995) • Co-sponsored 47 delegates from 4 countries to the United Nations Fourth World Conference on Women in Beijing (1995) • Lead first seminar on organizing women with women leaders of Nizhniy Novgorod, Russia (1996) • Began earliest anti-trafficking awareness and education programs for Russian village and orphanage girls (1996) • Expanded orphanage programs, and served as consultant to Russian parliament (1997) • Headed first direct intervention through educational awareness anti-trafficking program in six oblasts of Russia (1998) • Organized Russia’s first multi-regional, multi-media public information campaign on sexual trafficking, and founded the MiraMed Independent Living and Social Adaptation Center for orphans in Moscow, St. Petersburg.

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